I do apologize for how poorly constructed this post is and how much of a rant I go on (whoops)
I'm a first-year student in the BBA program, and honestly, every day just feels like I'm working towards trying to finish the degree of doom and despair. My GPA is very mediocre (something I've learned to accept with time), but all the courses weighing it down are my core business ones. I know that they're very difficult in theory, and I know I could do better if I put in more effort, but the very thought of doing that makes me want to rip out the three strands of hair I have left from the water in this city. I have a zero interest in all of the BU & EC courses (121 is fun though) and I know that people say first-year is a breeze compared to upper years, so I'm trying not to take anything for granted... It's so hard though when I just have this feeling of impending doom looming over me all the time. I feel so out of place all the time and want to crawl out of my skin whenever I think about anything related to my future in the program.
I also feel my mental health just crashing through the roof and feel unhappier in this city day by day. I've thought about switching my major, but I genuinely don't have any passion for anything stable, and plus, I've spent far too much money on school fees to double down now🧍♂️
TLDR: I really just want to ask if any current upper years or graduates have felt so out of place in this program and if it gets any better lol
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